Friday, February 5, 2021

It Has To Be That

 


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 In this song, the next song in the possession series, the me-character is so intertwined with the fire god, that she decides she has to go up to the sun with him, when he leaves. Really, this is song is sort of like a song about a person in a bad relation who stays too long. I wrote this song on the heels of the break-up song I wrote about going to Mars, but I put this one on a timer so it would be in the right place in the sequence of songs of this project. Everyone is concerned, as you can see in the picture. Generally speaking, this song is a co-dependency themed song.

The lyrics are:

I'll feel real dumb if he goes away
Up to the sun and I have to stay
I might just die if I go up there
But I have to try to go up Heaven's stair

It has to be that

I have to stay and I have no choice
I might just die, but he's my only voice
He is my light; I must stay with him
In the darkest night; when my sight is dim

It has to be that

If I die...I hope that (I hope that, I hope that)
I will come back as a cat (as a cat, as a cat)

My old buddies are worried cuz I might fly away
Am I bloodied? In hurries to seek my passion play?
Am I Jesus on top of a cross that is the sun?
They say please just stop, you should let him go and run

My friends are concerned and the do not want this
They think I will burn, and it's me they'll miss
But he's half of me, and I have to go
Afterwards we'll be in the flaming glow

It has to be that


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