Stupid Song Song

 This is a really rough mix that needs a lot of work and stuff. I'll make a more final version tomorrow and add the other little player thingy and all that.

Stupid Song Song Rough Mix

 

I'm not doing much country music these days

Country no song mix 1

This is a song about how i haven't done country music in a while. it's a really shitty mix. sorry bout that. fried, sleep-deprived me needs to go to bed.

The Falling Down a Hole Song

 

The Hole Song

 There're people falling down a hole in the movie I'm making; theme music of that scene is an instrumental version of an old song that I turned around backwards in Audacity. I'm all, huh, I kinda like that backward melody; so I made a song with that melody, along with a little hook that came from a dream. It's kinda sorta about that scene a little bit. Or, in any event, it's a song about people falling down a hole together.

 

I Don't Want To Be Celebrating The 4th of July

I don't want to be celebrating

 This is a song about how I don't want to celebrate the 4th of July (so I won't).

Bonus Tune: A little instrumental magic - part of a soundtrack thingy I'm working on.

7625HALF

 

Wish You Could Stay

Wish You Could Stay

 There are probably a thousand songs with this name, but it came to me in a dream, so here it is. It's about missing someone, as you can probably tell from the title.

Oh dear lord, listen to mix 2 instead of Mix 1: I realized this song was in dire need of restructuring, so I spliced a little extra repetition-y part in. Oh, dear lord.

Wish you could stay mix 2

 

All My Songs Are Boring These Days

All My Songs Are Boring These Days

 Sorry for the rough mix; it got late and stuff, so I'll do the poking-around-in-my-DAW-to-make-a-better-mix tomorrow. This is a song about how it's been feelin' like my music gets old really fast recently. I dunno if that's due to depression-related dysphoria, or if it's just that my music is sucking these days. In any event, that's what this song is about.

New Face

New face

There are times I find the mirror can be unkind. This is a song about getting a new face. It turned out to be about something different than I thought it was gonna be about.

Bonus Track: It's not very good.

Death Owl

A New Dark Age

A New Dark Age

Here's my song in response to recent events, like California Senator Alex Padilla getting manhandled, and all the crazy fucking insane nuts stuff happening in our country. We're heading into a new dark age. We're probably already there. Oh yeah, I attempted to draw a little caricature profile thingy of Dump. I don't know if you can tell that's him or not.

The Ghost of a Broken TV Set

The Ghost of a Broken TV Set

 This is a song about being the ghost of a broken TV set. It's sorta a metaphor for depression a little bit.

Bonus Track for this week:

Dark and horrible for the movie

This might end up in the Hell movie I'm making. It might.

Today's Another Nightmare

Today's Another Nightmare

 This is a song that's kind of almost a true story. It's about a person who only has nightmares instead of regular dreams. I still have regular dreams, but when I try to have lucid dreams, they always end up being horrible. I don't know if you'd call 'em nightmares technically speaking cuz it doesn't have a disturbing climax; but they're disturbing and shitty.

Grandma's in Heaven

Grandma's In Heaven

 

Crap, I couldn't get the mix right, bleh. I think it's cuz my voice doesn't have much resonance and stuff. That's what I get for trying to teach myself how to do heavy metal screaming and fucking up my voice (there isn't any of that in here - I sound like the kid in The Shining when I try to do it, ha ha ha). Anyway, this is a song about the spirit of someone's grandmother being in Heaven and communicating with that person that even though life sucks, there's a purpose to it. You're not really allowed to know what that purpose is until after you're dead. Who knows if that's the case in real life or not?

Oh yeah, I fuck around and experiment with keeping the same drum beat and baseline, but making the rest of the music go from 6/8 time to 4/4 time. Just for shits and giggles.

And Then There Was Nothing

Then There Was NOTHING1

 This song was inspired by a dream where people died in a big flash of light and explosion-y-ness. It's about a person who is a ghost, stuck on earth, with the memory of her death repeating over and over.

Skinny, Unstoned Brain

Skinny Unstoned Brain

 This is a song about those tolerance holidays or whatnot. At least I thought they were called tolerance holidays, but Google AI thingamagigger sez no. But Wikipedia sez yes - or it said something to the effect of, yes, going off meds for a while is called a holiday. So, there ya go. Anyway, it's a song about taking a break from pot to make one's tolerance go down. That's what this song is about.

Here's a bonus song - it's about being sucked into the belly of the beast, which is where we are right now.

Belly of the Beast Part 1

 Another bonus song - it's just me fucking around.

1230 song

 

Drier than a Bone

Dry As A Bone

Damnitall, I tried this new supplement today, and it dried me out to the point where I can hardly even sing - argh! I mean, crap - I haven't been this dehydrated in a long time. My singing sounds like ass-wipe, as a consequence. But here's a little number where I'm messing around with the theme of being all dried out cuz that's what I am. Argh.

Here are the other 2 songs I tried doing [edit: and a remix of the song above], but they sound like ass-wipe, but here they are. The universe one - I want to try doing that again when my throat isn't as dry as a fucking desert. It's an old ditty, and I think the song, itself, is fine, but the recording SUCKS BALLS!!!!!!!

Dry as a bone Mix 2

The Universe Is Spinning On Its Side Rough Draft

Whiskey on Top

Edit: Whiskey on Top grew on me, so here it is in that alternative player thingy. I think I might put it in the Loosey Goosey Lucifer album: Part 2.

Waiting for Me/House of Ghosts

WAITING for Me

 This is a song about ancestors comin' around to get you and take you to the afterlife when you die. It's a happy song about death.

What Would Happen If I Did A Song Where I Kept All The Mess-Ups In It?

MESSUPS Song

 I was recording a song today and, as usual, messed up a lot and recorded over the mess-ups. The question occurred to me: What would happen if I did a song and kept all the mess-ups in it? Here it is!! 

There Were Ghosts Last Night

There Were Ghosts Last Night

  This is a song about having ghosts in your house and offering them a beer. Or whiskey or gin or something.

What's Gonna Become of Us?

What's Gonna Become of Us

 It's another song about the fucked up world, and the likelihood of said world ending soon. I had this F# minor chord ringing over the whole thing that added a little color to the regular chords of the song, and it made it extra-special-depressing and stuff. This song is God-flushing-humanity-down-the-toilet-themed.

The Anti-Christ

ANTICHRist

 This is a song about the anti-Christ comin' and stuff. It came to me to have the song be peaceful and sad. When I was a kid and I had end-of-the-world-dreams, they were sad. There was just this great sadness hanging in the air. That's sorta the vibe o' this here little ditty.

Covid Is Coming To Town

Covid Is Coming To Town

 This is a song about when Covid was on the horizon - we were waiting for it to get here. Y'know, probably January-ish/February-ish of 2020. Something along those lines. There was that ominous feeling of a thunderhead on the horizon approaching slowly. You knew things were going to get bad, but you didn't know how bad. And you see it comin' and comin' and comin', and there's nothing you can do to make it stop. It's almost like the slow approach of Covid was like watching an accident in slow motion or something. It's just this thing happening and you can't make it stop. Oh, and the whole thing about toilet paper.

Post-script (5/28/2025): I kept on listening to the wee little demo I made before I recorded the "final" version of the song and was really fond of it. So, I re-worked things and made half of the wee little demo into the very first part of the song. We'll see how I feel about it later on, but I'm kinda liking it. See below.

Covid is coming to town reworked

 

Backwards and Weird Forwards Storm Song

Backwards Tornado Song

 It's been about 2.5 years since I've recorded a backwards version of one of my songs - geez, has it been that long? This is a song that's in that Hell-movie I'm working on. But I performed it backwards and stuff.

Storm Song Turned Around

And here's what it sounds like when you turn the song up there around.

Here's a link to the first part of the movie (it's going to be in 3 parts).

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qb-nfREM3Kk&authuser=0

Hell Movie: Part 2

 Here's the dumping ground for the installments of Part 2 of the Hell movie I'm working on!

Weirdly, coincidentally completed on July 20, 2025

My apologies to Chester Bennington for the crappy voice imitation:

Possibly done being Under Construction:

Maybe I'll Get Really Drunk

Maybe I'll Get Really Drunk

 Yeah, in times such as these, there's not much more that you can do than get really drunk. 

I'll go back to drawling little cartoon me pictures to illustrate the songs really soon; I was too lazy to do it today, so here's a picture of a kitty.

Natural Dream (Rough Cut)

Natural dream mix 2

 I think this is a decent song, but it's a crap recording. Bleh. But it's a song about how we've gotten away from who we're naturally supposed to be, as a species.

A Rip in the Universe

 

This is just me messing around. I was recalling the days when I said really weird things when I was rapping cuz I was trying to get rhymes and stuff. I just went hog wild saying weird things to make many rhymes in the rap at the end. The song is (loosely) about what the title says it is about.

Rip in the universe 1

Rip in the universe mixx 2

 

I Wonder If There's Something Wrong With Me

I Wonder If There's Something Wrong With Me

 I woke up feelin' off this morning, yes, indeed, and I wondered if there was something wrong with me. Then I remembered this song from yesteryear I did a long time ago. It's a wee little ditty about wondering if there's something wrong with me - I think it was 2002 that I did it. This is sorta an updated version; I don't really remember what the original one sounded like, though, so maybe it's a whole new song.

Two Ghost Houses

Two Ghost Houses

 This song is a true story: I used to live in Altadena, and ever since the fire, I was wondering how my old house and how my landlords' house fared (they're right next door to each other). A friend and I drove there a few weeks ago, and my old house and my landlords' house are still standing! The house next door to my landlords' house was also standing. But the whole rest of the block, and most of the rest of the street, were burnt down - just total devastation. These 2 houses, which used to be such happy places, looked sad. They looked ghostly. They looked like houses that didn't know what to do with themselves, being on a block of houses that had been destroyed. They looked desolate and uncanny. That's what this song is about.

The lyrics are:

(There were) two ghost houses in a ghostly part of town, standing next door to a house that hadn't burned down
Once, I lived in Altadena

It's a town that's been a pal to me, the

Years I lived there, oh eight and oh nine

I can say were so great and so fine

I lived in a little guest house

Next to my landlords; it was the best - how

Sweet a deal it was to move to that

Neat, appealing place with my 2 cats

(There were) two ghost houses in a ghostly part of town, standing next door to a house that hadn't burned down

In January, I was aware the

Weather might get mighty bad and hairy

A windstorm formed that was like Hell's fury

It was not normal, and I got worried

My friend texted me - I was learning

From him that Altadena was burning

In the aftermath, I wondered had my

Old house and landlords' house survived that bad night?

I have memories of those 2 houses; bring back those memories of those houses

Two ghost houses in a ghostly part of town, standing next door to a house that hasn't burned down

My friend who texted me and I took a drive

To see if that old house of mine had survived

It was standing and the landlords' was, too

Was it a grand thing? Damn, I am feeling blue

Them and the next door one were the only

Ones that had not burned down - they looked lonely

They looked mostly ghostly and uncanny

Surrounded by ruins as far as my eyes can see

(There were) two ghost houses in a ghostly part of town, standing next door to a house that hadn't burned down

Hell: Part 1

Here it is for your viewing pleasure!

It's Better to Fight

Better to Fight

Better To Fight Mix 2

 Similar to yesterday's tune, I'm doing another little number that sort of fills in the blanks on the Loosey Goosey Lucifer Album, Part 2 that I'm working on. Loosey Goosey Lucifer, the Goddess of Light, is getting ready to tell the Drinking Church, members, who are in a state of sad resignation, that it's better to fight the evil dictator who has taken over their country.

What Do You Do?

What do you do

 This is another song in the Loosey Goosey Lucifer Album, Part 2. I'm not sure which number song it'll be...maybe the 3rd. The Drunk Church is resigned to dying because the world is doomed.

Hell Movie: Part 1

This is the first draft of the first part of the Hell movie I'm working on. Note: I really wanna get the audio in better shape cuz my animation software exports it in mono...stay tuned for a stereo version.

I Want To Do The Chester Bennington Music

I Wanna Do The Chester Bennington Music

 The hook of this song came from a dream, and stuff. It's about Chester Bennington and stuff. I started judging myself in the middle of writing/recording it. You might be able to tell.

Crap Songs About Owls

Crap songs about owls

 This is a crap song about how all my songs about owls end up being crap songs. I've only written a couple of them, but they were all crappy. And shitty, too.

Doomsday Fly

 

Doomsday fly

 

This is another song in the Loosey Goosey Lucifer Album, Part 2; it's another song from the point of view of the fly. This fly has psychic abilities and has taken a trip to the Doomsday Clock. This fly has a warning for humanity, sort of.

Cautious Optimism

Cautious optimism

Cautious optimism mix 2

 I don't think the words, "cautious optimism," are actually in the song, but that's what the song's about, and stuff. I'm considering using this music or a better version of it for the closing credits o' the first chapter of the movie I'm working on. I haven't decided yet. See, it's the end of the first part of a trilogy, but the trilogy will be all one big movie. It's like, hey, let's end on a hopeful note, but not too hopeful.

You can take a look at what I have so far of the movie - it's on the December 24, 2024 entry on this blog - the installments are somewhere between 30 seconds and 4 minutes long, the average being, probably, 45 or 50 seconds.

Okay, I did a 2nd mix; in imagining this song being the closing of a chapter of a 3-part movie, I realized it felt like the instruments needed to be louder in order to achieve the type of feelings/ambiance/goodness I wanted to evoke.

Spirits of Drunk People

 

Spirits of drink people

 This is a song about earthbound spirits of drunk people. Whoops I fucked up on the title of the mp3 file above - it should be "spirits of drunk people," not "spirits of drink people."

Better Again Rough Draft

 Rough Draft poopy poopy ones.

Better Again

 

It's Not Me

 

It's Not Me Mix 2

 There was a little snatch of songy-ness I had years and years ago when I was improvising stuff after smoking weed. I decided to make a song out of it and stuff. It's that usual theme of humans destroying the Earth, and me being an alien and looking on. My voice is poop today, to the extent that I'm almost a little embarrassed to post this.

Things Start Get Better?

 

Things Start to Get Better

Higher vocals mix:

Things Start to Get Better Mix 3

 This song is 2 minutes and 22 seconds long, and today is February 22 - 2/22. So there's all kinds of 2s all over the place. Anyway, it's a really really reallllly rough draft of a song I'm gonna put a little part of in a movie I'm making, the Hell Movie, which I'm posting as I go on the December 24, 2024 post on this here blog. 

President of Your Head

 

President of Your Head

 This is a REALLLLLLLY old little ditty. I wrote it back in 2000, so it's about 25 years old. Geez, man. I thought I'd do a little updated version of it with souped up lyrics and a rap and live drums and stuff. Here it is. Do us humans have free will? Or is there a little homunculus running things inside our brains and we don't know it?

Here's a mix with the drums higher in the mix...I dunno which version is better, though. Like, when I play it on my iPad speakers, the original mix's drums sound loud enough, but my Bose speaker would disagree. My headphones feel the same way as the Bose Speaker. And my computer speakers are like somewhere between the other 2.

President of Your Head Mix 2

 Okay, I tweaked one more thing - here's another mix:

President of Your Head Mix 3

 

Dead End Shirt

Dead end shirt

This song came to me in a dream this morning, so I made it into a song about who we dug ourselves into our own graves here in the US. Yay, us! Yay!

I Miss Songs or Whatever

I miss things mix 2

 This song, well, I guess it has its moments, but I couldn't get a good mix to save my life, so overall, it sounds like shit. Enjoy!

The Asteroid

The Asteroid

 I saw a KTLA news story the other day that said an asteroid is coming toward earth and might affect us. All the commenters were like, good, cuz our world is going to shit, anyway. That's what this song is about. 

We'll Fight

We'll Fight

 This is the next song in the Loosey Goosey Lucifer album, part 2. The Drinking Church people hear about what happened in that past life when Loosey Goosey Lucifer did a brave thing and got burned. Her past act of bravery inspires them to fight the good fight, in light of the dictator, Murpt.

President Piece of Shit

President Piece of Shit

 I'm posting this song while there's still free speech - that might be around for much longer. I sorta messed up the hair in the turd picture. Anyway, I think the song is kinda self-explanatory. Oh yeah, it's a little rough; I might do a polished version later.

Leave This Place

Leave This Place

 This is the next song in the Loosey Goosey Lucifer Album, Part 2. She decides to tell her friends, the people of the Tiny Church, that she was burned in a past life and rose like a phoenix outta the ashes. She's hoping that, maybe in a weird way, it'll give them hope and inspire them to fight against Murpt. Stay tuned for what happens next. Oh, yeah, the hook came from a dream.

Sweet Oblivion - Rough Cut

Sweet Oblivion Rough Cut

 This is a rough cut of a song that could potentially be good if I didn't sing like ass. The after effects of the flu virus makes my voice sound like ass. But maybe I'll record a better version when my voice doesn't sound like ass.

I'm Drinking Whiskey for My Birthday

I'm Drinking Whiskey For My Birthday

 This is a nice li'l song to go with "I'm Drinking Beer for Christmas." It's a teeny tiny bit apocalyptic. I'll leave it to the listener to decide why I feel apocalyptic.

Grandma and Grandpa and I

Grandpa and Grandma and I 2nd Version

Yesterday, I was lying around with the flu, and upon entering into a nap, I asked my dreams what my next song should be about;=. I fell asleep and had a dream that said, "Grandpa and Grandma and I are writing songs about parallel universes." That sounded just fine for a song idea. It might be kind of boring.

I'm Tired of Being Sick

 

I'm Tired of Being Sick

Just puttin' this here for safe keeping. I'll add the other little player thingy later. And a picture, that, too.

Grandpa and Grandma and I

 This one's a really rough demo and kind of painful to listen to because my having the flu is making my voice break. Blehhhhh.

Okay, here's the little player thingy for the tired of being sick song:

They're Already Dead

They're Already Dead

 I was in a reverie state the other night, when the hook of this song came to me. I coulda made this song darker than it turned out, based on the lyrics of the hook, but I went for something less dark than it coulda been. It's about spirits of the dead comin' and giving warnings about things, and stuff like that.

Oh, lordy lord, this year is getting off to a scary-dark start. I used to live in LA, and to see my old stomping grounds getting reduced to smoldering piles of ash has been heartbreaking. That side-note is all to say there's so much darkness in the world right now that I decided to make this song less dark than it coulda been. Hopefully that makes sense.

Oh yeah, I'm coming down with something cold-ish or flu-ish, so my vocals are a little bit scratchy and stuff.

Crumbling Walls

Crumbling Walls 12262024

This is a re-working of a song I did a while back; I wasn't very happy with the original versions of this song; but I realized it would go really well as the next song in the Loosey Goosey Lucifer Part 2 album, so here it is.

Storm Song - Rough Cut

 

Windstorm Rough Cut

 I'm working on a movie based on a series of comic books I did back in 2020; there's a character in it, or sorta like a character, who is a wind-storm. I wanna make some ominous music that goes with the storm when it first shows up. The first part is my attempt to make something eerie and ominous and creepy to go with the storm. It's gonna go through some revisions, I'm pretty sure. The second part is the storm talkin' to the audience and sayin', hey, I'm a storm. Here I am. I'm a storm. Yes, indeed. Yeah, I'm hoping to do a more polished version of this little ditty at some point.

Postscript - in retrospect, I realized I kinda like this version of the song, but it needed a little bit o' remixing. There's the remix down there.

Storm song second remix

And here's what I think is going to go in the actual movie - a conglomeration of the windstorm song and another little number that's also storm-related.

Movie Soundtrack Storm