Grandma's Room, Part 2

 

Grandma's Room Part 2 With Different Ending

The top one of these has a different ending than the bottom one of these.

Grandma's Room Part 2 Mix 3

 

This is the next song in the possession album: The me-character is all sad, thinking about how things used to be before all this fucked up stuff happened. She thinks back to when she was a kid and how things were, spending time with her grandmother in her grandmother's room. 

this song reminds me of how, when something really fucked up happens in your life, it feels as if you now have 2 lives - the life you had before the fucked up thing and the life you have after the fucked up thing. It's like - well - it's, like, so hard to believe that this fucked up life is the same life as the life of that innocent child I used to be. 

The lyrics are:

Grandma's room, grandma's room
Grandma's room, grandma's room

I don't know why I'm missing
Who I used to be
I don't know why I'm missing
The person called me

Grandma's room, grandma's room
Grandma's room, grandma's room

I'm no longer who I used to be

Somehow back then, I was more free
As a kid in grandmother's room
That was way before I was doomed
And in my recent dream
My grandmother, she seemed
To recognize the change
In me me, and I am in danger

Grandma's room, grandma's room
Grandma's room, grandma's room

I wish I could go back in time

Back to where my thoughts were sublime
As a kid in grandmother's room
Before I had the dread and the doom
Of this time period
Where my thoughts fill with mud
I'm not who I used to be

God, please, save me, set my soul free

I don't know why I'm missing
Who I used to be
I don't know why I'm missing
The person called me

Grandma's room, grandma's room
Grandma's room, grandma's room

I don't know why I'm changing a long time ago
I don't know why I'm changing a long time ago

Something does not seem right; I lost my appetite
I don't know just how to live

My bad psychology will always follow me
I don't know just how to live

Grandma's room, grandma's room
Grandma's room, grandma's room

I don't know why I'm missing
Who I used to be
I don't know why I'm missing
The person called me

After I listened to the song a couple times, I realized I wanted to add a little something to the ending to interesting it up, so I included both versions of it.
Here's the one with the boring ending:

Here's the one with the more interesting ending.