I Need to Fix This Relationship
This is the next song in the Fucked Up Relationship Album, Part 3. The girl realizes she's not comfortable around her boyfriend; she finally admits it to herself. That's when she decides that she needs to fix the relationship.
As per my usual, I'm doin' a song on my birthday. It's not about my birthday, per se, but it felt like a good song to do on my birthday, nevertheless. Included is a picture of Luci, who, if you added a "fer" on the end of her name, would have a name spelled, "Lucifer," sorta like the cat in Cinderella. This song's lookin' at the idea that, while the name Lucifer is often associated with the devil, it is also a name that brings light or something. It's a light-bringer name, as in, the world might be lighter with someone named Lucifer in it and all that. This is a rough draft.
This is a song about not plannin' on dying today. Sorry 'bout the crap vocals...I wasn't gonna record anything today cuz of that, but the Music Gods had other plans.
We're Concerned for Her Grandpa Mix
Here's the next song in the Fucked Up Relationship Album, Part 3. This time the main character's friends and family weigh in on what they think of the whole relationship-thing.
Here's the next Covid song, cuz I have Covid. An odd little piece o' music came to me in a dream, while I was initially comin' down with Covid. I dunno if I had a fever at that point or not, but in any event, Covid has the habit o' givin' me wonky dreams, chock full o' wonky lyrics. I made said weird-dream-song into a rap song, during which I try to make sense o' those wonky dream lyrics. I don't do a very good job tryin' to make sense o' them, though.
I Don't Know How To Do It Anymore
This song came to me in a dream, I think it was. It kinda goes with that whole "I don't know how to live in this world" theme that is prominent in that fire god album I did a couple years ago. I guess so. I guess so. Yes. Well, there's also a dream Jung had where he sees his shadow projected on a wall, and it's there cuz he's carrying this little tiny light that casts said shadow. I guess I sorta draw from the Allegory of the Cave by good ole Plato. It's a song about life being dumb. I have no idea of I use curse words in this or not, so I'll tag it as being "explicit" just in case. This is the depresso-genic depresso song. Don't listen to it, unless you wanna be real depressed.
This is the next song in the Fucked Up Relationship Album, Part 3. In the previous song, the main character is bemoaning the fact that she actually had the thought that she might not like her boyfriend as a person. I mean, he's the love of her life, after all! What a horrifying thought to have. She decides to say (or sing, as the case might be) the bad thought backwards. Maybe saying a bad thought backwards will erase the original bad thought. It'll make it as if the original bad thought never happened. It's worth a try.
Here's a second, and even more rudimentary, demo of a song I'm about to do. I'm gonna put it on a timer so it goes live in a couple weeks, cuz I might not have time to do music cuz I'll be havin' company.
Here's the next mediocre song of the new year. Or maybe it's fine, I dunno. In any event, it's playing around with that expression./statement thingy about if a tree fell in the forest when nobody is there, would it make a sound? I say that's dumb cuz forests are filled with other trees and animals, and they'd all hear the tree falling down.
This is the next song in the Fucked Up Relationship Album, Part 3. The girlfriend, one day, has a weird, shocking realization: She might not actually like the mean boyfriend, after all. Like, what? He's the love of my life; how can I not like him?
